Our year 12 ball is coming up soon. One would think that i would be very excited. But the truth is that im just not.Nobody has asked me to go and i dont think any guy will ask me. Am i going to be one of those people sitting watching mournfully on the sidelines as the slow dances are taking place? If this will be the case, i dont want to go. Nope.
Honestly as shitty as that sounds, you cant even imagine how crappy the whole thing makes me feel.
Even the people who are attached to partners outside the school feel loved. When is it my turn.
Huh? i want to know.

And i dont have the courage to ask a guy to the ball because i fear rejection. Guys just dont like me!

How is it that guys just go for a girl based on her looks. Whatever happened to liking someone for their intelligence or personality. It seems that all the guys in our grade are so ruled by their sex-drive that they dont even bother about any girl who isn't a popular and plastic whore. Why is the majority of them so god damn shallow!

I mean granted, i have different characteristics, and i dont have the Barbie body but why is that a bad thing? God dammit. This does nothing for my self-esteem.

And then i think to myself "why would you let a silly thing like not having a boyfriend depress you to this level?" Having a relationship with a guy at school creates more problems that being single for pity's sake!

It really is a no win situation. When it comes to guys: You cant live with them, You cant live without them. (which is reli cliche but meh)

I have come to the conclusion that

Guys

Totally

Suck

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It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
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