Yep, im definitely missing Albany. ALOT!

Rather be there than any other place in the world right now.
It has been a while since we came back, but i get lonely and want to be there.

I discovered my mcr boys there. Fun memories.
And my favorite aunty lives up there.
AWWWW im gonna cry.

I intend to move there as soon as i finish up with school.
Yep, you heard right.

Labels: Albany, miss it

Today, I hit the city with Reenie Poop and The Hazel-nut.

This little creep was on a mission. With for things to purchase, i wasted no time, dragging Hazel and Reena along for the ride. Well, in my defense, they agreed to come.I think that Reena and myself have got to be the worst shoppers in all of Australia. We visited this one shop(landucci's) approximately five times, apparently remembering thing needing to be bought. Hazel was rather annoyed at this hurrying back and forth.

Outside myers, we encountered one of those creepy silver painted people who pose as statues and move when you give them money. Rather like those fortune teller things in arcades. Well anyway, this one was awesome. She was actually posing for my camera. I was highly amused by it all.

The first thing on my list was my "Emily the strange" tee-shirt. I got it, but ironically, it was the last thing i bought. I also managed to get my hands on some "Emily the strange" pins. And i did not find any My Chemical Romance merchandise, though, i did try very hard. I had Reena and Hazel searching all the scary Emo shops in the city.

I also got some cute accessories in Diva. My cherry earrings and my cute little hair bows.

The store i mentioned before (landucci's) was a positive, cute filled gold-mine for me. I picked up my new purse there as well as a phone accessory and a keyring. So yeah, good store.

Then we went for lunch. Hazel grabbed a boost. and I grabbed hungry Jacks. Reena had her "liquids". Now, the boost boy. The very very attractive boost boy name Bodie. I swear hazel found five reasons to visit boost. All of them being: Him. She just couldn't stay away. Lol, good on ya hazel.

Towards the end of our trip, we went into waves where i was intending to buy some shoes. To my absolute dismay, i realized my wallet was gone. I freaked out!
We actually had to retrace our steps and i found it back at hungry jacks. Lucky as hell!

I decided to stop torturing Reena and Hazel at about 3.30. So we got back onto the train, where immediately, Hazel and i spotted the handsome guy sitting across from us. He was the focus of our attention, pretty much the entire trip home. That and taking pictures of Reenie-poop as she dozed.

I think that by the end of our spree, we must have visited a third of the stores in town.
Thats saying alot!

Labels: City, shopping

Well, as nasty practical jokes go, this is the most evil one i have come across. I happened to be the subject of foolery in this scenario.

Theres this guy at my school. Lets call him Bob. He's mates with the basket ballers.
Now these guys must've been unbelievably bored because they decided it would be a laugh to make up a fake email address(posing as "bob") and ask me to the ball. Neway, i got excited, as anyone would and said yes.
Well, when i went to see him at recess, he wouldn't talk to me, and i got cluey.
So when i got home this arvo, i checked the email on bob's myspace. It didn't match with the one i had. So i added the real email to my list and confronted this person. I learned he didn't know who i was. Nor did he have any inkling what i was talking about.
It dawned that his friends were behind this and he got rather angry. As did i. I felt bad for him, for being thrust into this. I also pitied myself for being so stupid.

I had a bad feeling from the beginning because
a) How does he know me?
b) He's not in my classes
c) We have never spoken

Why would someone feel the need to be so cruel?
Was it boredom or spite?
Why would anyone go to that length to destroy my self-esteem? Its RIDICULOUS!


This sorta thing happen to you?

Labels: Bastards, practical jokes

My anthem Right now
I love these boys


Now I know
That I can’t make you stay
But where’s your heart
But where’s your heart
But where’s your...

And I know
There’s nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change!

So many
Bright lights that cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I’m incomplete
A life that’s so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can’t speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
You'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I’m out here
On the other side
Of a jet black
Hotel mirror
And I’m so weak
is it hard understanding
I’m incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
You'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
You'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say...

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

(Repeated in background x6)
Or, deeeeaaaad....

(foreground)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
You'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
You'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
You'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

Labels: Anthem, Famous last words, My chemical romance

Our year 12 ball is coming up soon. One would think that i would be very excited. But the truth is that im just not.Nobody has asked me to go and i dont think any guy will ask me. Am i going to be one of those people sitting watching mournfully on the sidelines as the slow dances are taking place? If this will be the case, i dont want to go. Nope.
Honestly as shitty as that sounds, you cant even imagine how crappy the whole thing makes me feel.
Even the people who are attached to partners outside the school feel loved. When is it my turn.
Huh? i want to know.

And i dont have the courage to ask a guy to the ball because i fear rejection. Guys just dont like me!

How is it that guys just go for a girl based on her looks. Whatever happened to liking someone for their intelligence or personality. It seems that all the guys in our grade are so ruled by their sex-drive that they dont even bother about any girl who isn't a popular and plastic whore. Why is the majority of them so god damn shallow!

I mean granted, i have different characteristics, and i dont have the Barbie body but why is that a bad thing? God dammit. This does nothing for my self-esteem.

And then i think to myself "why would you let a silly thing like not having a boyfriend depress you to this level?" Having a relationship with a guy at school creates more problems that being single for pity's sake!

It really is a no win situation. When it comes to guys: You cant live with them, You cant live without them. (which is reli cliche but meh)

I have come to the conclusion that

Guys

Totally

Suck

Labels: ball, Guys, suck

Well. What can i tell you. Except that....... THE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE BOYS WERE FUCKING BRILLIANT. They were EPIC. I have never had a more amazing time in my life.

It was my sister that took me and i am forever great-full. The Concert was held at Metro City in North bridge.

We arrived at the venue to discover that the line was absolutely mind boggling-ly huge. I figured we would be waiting for....say, about two hours. Devo much?! But a closer look showed that there were two lines, one far shorter than the other. So we slipped in there, much to my delight

On entering Metros, i was awed at the place. It was awesome in there. The support band (Another Day Down) went on first and did their songs but i was eager for them to buzz off and let My Chemical Romance come on. And after the longest 45 minutes of my life, they buggered off, and my hero's took the stage.

They ripped up the stage and the audience loved it. I loved it. They played all my favorites- "Famous last words", "Helena", "Mama" "Cancer" ect. At first i thought they werent going to play Famous last words and i was rather irritated. But then they came back on and played it. The whole crowd, including this little creep, went completely nuts.

At one point in his performance, Gerard blew me a kiss. I nearly fainted. i was that overjoyed.He was so energetic despite him being sick. I love him even more for that.

During the performance, i must have taken over 50 videos. But i had to be stealthy with the camera because they weren't allowed. But i wanted pictures. Screw the bouncers.

Nearing the end of their show, i decided that i wanted to get closer. So i did something rather scary. I MOSHED. yep, you heard right. Moshing. Me. WOOP WOOP.
got some Gr8 vids in there.

ONe thing that made me a little grossed out was Gerard spitting! thats a bit wacky but funny too. My sister was appalled. Lol

To add to my ecstatic mood, i also managed to get my tee-shirt. That was the icing on the cake to a perfect first concert experience. It amazes me how their music can put me in a positive mood, no matter how im feeling. A concert creates a high that no drug could ever top. Music is life and The My chemical Romance Boys ares masters.

A night and a half, it was one to definetely remember

I LOVE THE MCR BOYS SO MUCH

The Boss

Well I wish you’d stop bossin me round

You’re getting on my nerves

The way you stamp me into the ground

Is more than one deserves

The way you squash me

And all that I do

I do what I feel

It’s not up to you

You don’t have a say

Why should I care

I do it my way

Cross me again, you better beware

Get Outta my face

You aren’t my boss

It isn’t your place

Your nastiness is your loss

You don’t own me

You have no clue

What I love is up to me

It is not up to you

Every time you yell

About every little thing

It just says to me

You haven’t learned a goddamn thing

This poem was written to make the person it lashes out at, wake up and listen and pay attention to the way your making others feel. Particularly me. You know who you are. Enough is ENOUGH

This is a blog.
It is mine
Not yours
Don't like it?
Kindly take a flying leap

Waapa student 2008.
Live and breathe the music.
Friends make my world spin.
Romantic fool at heart.
Geek.
lose my respect and have fun trying to win me back.
All we have in life is family and friends.
If you turn your back on them you turn your back on life.
Life isnt a game and there is no prize to be won for the damage you leave around you.
People will love you for who you are.


“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.”-Nelson Mandela

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